Thursday, December 09, 2004


spongebob squarepants....^^ Posted by Hello

December

already december is here, christmas is just a week from now...everywhere is decorating lots of colorfull ornaments... holiday!!

but, don't really feel anything about this holiday, this semester has passed so fast... i didn't even notice that...it's already finals time...haven't been prepared for it yet...

listening Danny Wright's piano, it's so melancoly...makes me homesick, makes me want to cry, and makes me feel so lonely, but still, i love it... this music makes me feel want to fly out from earth... want to escape to heaven...hehe!! if there really exist one...i hope can be there one day...imaging the ocean, the blue sky, birds flying, wind blowing...haha..looks like where i am going...Hawaii...

ok..coming back to earth.

this year, lots of things happened in my life, i will consider most of them are nice thou, even there are little things in between, but most of time, i enjoyed them. had pretty much new experiences, but guess didn't learn much from them...me...have to make several times mistakes in order to learn from it...( man, what kinda brain do i have?...don't know...) well...well...well...
but the most interesting thing that i have done in this year is travel...went to pretty much places, i mean, comparing with other years.

went to miami in may, DC in sept, going to SFO, then Honolulu...the next 2 trips are the most unbelievable one, can't believe i am going to haiwaii..still feeling so happy about that... eh..feels like i have been somewhere else, just can't remember rite now... or maybe that's it??

knew lots of ppl from last year, mistakenly fell in love many times...usually like women do, well...like fool of me do, it's so hard to control myself emotionally...cannot be very rational with a man in my mind...^^!! like my mom said, don't be fool... watch urself...but i can't...

of course, not only loved ones...there are also many friends out there that i met this year...not many of them, but few good friends...they are from all over the world, they are all good people, like me, or not, we are trying to live here, to learn what we have to learn, and help each other at the same time, since there are not many people that we can trust outside us...

at school, also, finishing my degree, looking for job, have to transfer, have to get OPT, thinking to take a break next year, so many things is going on in my life, hehe!! i am really growing old...suddenly remembered my childhood, don't have to worry about anything...and at that time, we are seeking things to worry...childish..

missing my mom, my dad, my brother(even we don't talk that much), and all my friends in china, want to give them a big hug...

ah...another great thing that i learned is swimming...love this sport...today, my firt time swam 20 laps non-stop...wow...i am so proud of myself... i remember at the begining, i couldn't do even one lap..hehe!! good job, and i should thank to my roommate, ayumi cha... she deserves all my credit..haha!! and of course, i got many other friends who are helping my out with my swimming skills...

too much writing...enough for today...take shower...come back later..

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

going to trip..

wow...oh my god...hehe!! sounds like swan operation...incredible tv program, how technology can make people look like...anyway... crazy people and crazy women...hehe!!

last nite, book my ticket to hawaii...hehe!! this end of year, gonna have a long trip...going to sfo, then going to honolulu...so happy, but the thing is gonna spend lots money thou, have to come back and look for a job, and have to work hard...man...but it's ok, have to travel while i can, and while i have the time to go...rite?? gonna enjoy my trip...

eh..i am in good mood, so not gonna blame the busy school and crazy demand of finals...so many things are coming up, papers to due, oh god...anyhow have to do it...actually rite now this moment, i am taking a brake of writing...need to escape from my mind little while...hehe!!

oh well..coming back later...my dear

now need to go back to my paper...

Sunday, December 05, 2004

finding neverland

went to movie today, hehe!!watching movie by oneself is always so cool, do anything u want to...hehe!! had big pop corn, and a big coke...haha!! really enjoyed...even i was so sleepy before the movie...

ok, ok, coming back... the movie was good, it's lots of talk the movie, and since it's british accent, kinda difficult..hehe!! but it's kinda touching the movie, the innocent part of the human, the children, the beliefe, the time, and the imagination.

does neverland really exist? really dont know...does time really maters? in this world, it seems like it does, and it really does matter. what the world will be if we don't have the time limit, and we can be where we believe, haha...that will be a total chaos...to believe is good. at least it can keep you mentally occupied, ur can believe ur existence in some dimension of this universe, if it's not in earth, ^^!

some time feel so tired, just want to give up everything, don't want to give anymore demand to my brain. want to escape to somewhere like neverland, and forget about all of all... hehe!! too much for today...think less, be a fool...*_*


Jonny Depp's Finding Neverland...nice story Posted by Hello